Loneliness and loneliness: People who have never had a relationship

We write about relationships all the time. - about what they are and what are associated with them the joys and difficulties. However, many of us are lonely and lonely. For some, it is a conscious choice, for others - the circumstances or an attempt to move away from previous injuries. We talked to people who had never met anyone, and found out what they feel and what their surroundings and stereotypes have to do with this circumstance or choice.

From childhood I was a black sheep, and no one wanted to communicate with me. I once had a couple of girlfriends, but now, like four years, I feel lonely. It is hard for me to find friends, because I am an introvert, but now, it seems, I have come to terms with it. My first kiss happened a year ago with a guy we met on the Internet, and I met him only two times. It is also important that I made the decision to remain a virgin before marriage.

My peers started dating guys from about fourteen, but at that time I considered myself completely unattractive and very shy. She kept stupid correspondence on the Internet and played computer games. And three years ago my mother died, and from this I began to feel even more lonely.

Now I like the way I look, but I remained the same shy girl. I think I haven’t met anyone yet because I’m not self-confident and unsociable. Often I can not write the first or honestly talk about their feelings. After all, it happens that a person is not handsome, but charming and able to attract people to himself.

I communicate with people like me on the Internet and therefore I feel calm, although it sometimes comes to mind that I will never meet my prince. Sometimes I want to cry from loneliness, but it is unlikely due to the fact that I do not have a boyfriend, rather because I lack the close people who have already died.

When I was still in school, they started laughing at me because I hadn’t met anyone, looked askance because I was still a virgin. I think if mom found out that I still haven't had sex, I would be very surprised. But I live as I want and proud of my chastity. Familiar guys also take a positive view of this.

I have no idea how a person can be alone all his life, but I think that the fact of a relationship can hardly be considered a guarantee of happiness. For example, someone wants children, but someone does not - this is normal. You can be happy without relationships if you are surrounded by family and relatives, but unfortunately I don’t have that either.

I have never had a relationship, friends (only good friends) and even sex. I never really wanted to meet and have sex with girls - I just didn’t want to. Besides, I live in a small village, and, frankly, there is simply no one to meet here.

I'm pretty shy, I think, that's why nothing came of it. Maybe someday I can overcome my shyness, but I'm not going to push myself. In general, I occupy a rather passive position and be as it will be. True, mother sometimes hints that it would be time to find a girl, but she does not press. Sometimes because of this rolls melancholy.

I have never had anything that I could call a relationship. For a while I went with the girl to the theater for the company, got acquainted through the applications, but all the dates reminded me of an interview. To them, I seemed to someone boring, someone difficult, someone and both of them at once. In general, not a single interview was held. As a result, I got tired of trying, and I just try to think about other more important things: study, work, hobby. But if a girl comes out of nowhere, with which we will have mutual sympathy, of course, I will try to continue communication.

Sometimes I look in the mirror and think that I cannot please anyone, because there are plenty of intelligent, beautiful and at the same time lonely people around. Sometimes it seems that there is a serious flaw in me that I do not notice. But I drive these thoughts from myself and I understand that everything in the world is subjective. Just for someone I'm too boring or, on the contrary, too complicated. But I try to relate to this with irony and perepyshayus with my friends on the subject of his loneliness. Although in the company of couples, or when spring comes, I feel sad.

Relationships are only a set of hormones, patterns, and misconceptions about their supreme importance. So in their absence there is no drama. However, I do not think that love is for wimps. We are all different, and for someone it is vital to love, feel and be with someone nearby. And yet I rarely feel happy, but for a different reason: I often lack impressions and crazy actions.

I had no relationship, but there was friendship and sex. I communicate with girls, but I just don’t add up, and besides, I’m still young and want to grow - I’m not sure that I could fully develop in a relationship. Sometimes it seemed to me that I wanted to start a family, but this desire quickly passed when I thought about the household side of the issue. In general, now I no longer have enough communication than sex.

For the most part, I’m intrigued by 18-year-old girls, but this is just instinct. I am a creative person and therefore I want to experience a unique experience, while most want to experience love using a ready-made template. In addition, now all the girls as a blueprint. I am from the province and I feel it much sharper.

We want relationships so much because they are idealized by modern pop culture. And I feel fine without it and I can say that I have chosen for myself the American way of life, where in the first place are studies, career, prestige, the struggle for freedom and self-realization. By the way, Americans are not in a hurry with marriage and relationships to first walk up. I like this position, and I dream to visit this country.

I am not very tall and therefore, as a teenager, I was very shy. Classmates laughed, and one girl started to flirt with me, but then it turned out that this was a joke. It offended me, and I began to be afraid to communicate with the girls. Then I tried to get together with someone, but I was refused at the initial stage.

Now I have become more confident in myself, but I still don’t know how to behave with a girl - a stupor happens when it becomes obvious that I like her and need to take the next step. I would really like to overcome myself and finally live a full life. Moreover, people around me constantly ask when I'm getting married, and behind my back they spread rumors that I have problems in the genital area. But everything is in order, I'm not even because of what complexes! Sometimes I feel very depressed because of my loneliness, but I try to get distracted. Although now find a girl for me - the main goal in life.

I got pregnant after my first sex, and this man decided to marry me in order to act like a decent person. We broke up when the child was four months old. He hit me, and I kicked him out of the house. Since then, I have not had a relationship, and before that had not developed. After a divorce, sex happened overnight twice, but I didn’t like it - such a fate.

It seems to me that I didn’t have a relationship, because I don’t have any organ in my body. Someone does not see or hears, but I do not produce pheromones. Although I subordinated my entire life to finding a partner, nothing comes of it. At the same time I have a son, an excellent job and a lot of friends. But a person needs a relationship like air, and all this cannot replace my love.

With this topic I got all my friends - constantly whine and complain. True, due to the fact that I have many friends, I have learned to distribute my sufferings evenly between them so as not to strain anyone. At first, of course, they tried to acquaint me with someone and gave us different tips, but nothing works. Even the son sends links to TED on how to hack a dating site. As a result, they all resigned to my loneliness and did not comment in any way, but continue to search.

I have never had a romantic and sexual relationship, but I have always been friends with girls. I contact with men only forcedly, at work or at school. At first there was no relationship, because I practically did not communicate with anyone, but their absence never bothered me. Then I came to feminism and realized that not wanting this is normal. Relationships are too burdensome.

The only option I consider is a Boston marriage with a woman for economic comfort. Sex does not interest me, the creation of a family is all the more, and relationships with men are too great a risk to health and psyche. I was never interested in love - only friendship.

I feel great because I managed to avoid unnecessary dramas, although I feel a lot of pressure from society. Relatives and acquaintances ask me inappropriate questions, and in general we constantly hear that the main thing for a woman is a man, children and housekeeping. I try to stop any subring on this subject and, if necessary, stop communicating with such jokers.

Relationships are not just a stereotype. This is a harmful, toxic and dangerous trap for women. From birth, we are hammered into the idea that in themselves we are nothing and nothing and that only a man can bring meaning to our life. Now progress allows us to survive on our own, so the need for a relationship has disappeared. I feel good, because I do not depend on other people emotionally and economically, but for communication I have enough of a couple of friends.

I had love, but short. Besides, it always turned out that either I didn’t love, or they didn’t love me, or we just had sex. The last time I fell in love was when I was about thirty, but non-reciprocated. I think if mutual love had happened in my life, I would have entered into a relationship and would be no different from the rest. It just happened, because, in my opinion, the relationship, like children, do not start. Sometimes it seems to me that I simply do not allow myself to fall in love, because I am afraid of failure, passions and pain.

I want to try to live in full-fledged partnership, to experience love, to try, how it is to feel, when they take care of you, to solve problems together. But there is no particular desire to look for a partner, for example, to register on a dating site and go on dates. I have no time, and I have a three-year-old daughter - you don’t run with her on a date.

However, I feel great, I learned to live in my pleasure, I looked at the world, I clearly know my desires. And I got a unique experience - to be fully responsible for myself and my actions, not to hope for anyone, to be independent emotionally and financially.

While I did not have a child, society pressed more strongly - they said that a woman should be realized in motherhood, that without a child she was defective. There were no jokes and jokes - rather, something like pity. Now I am a single mother and I also feel her.

In my opinion, relationships are needed: love and the creation of a family is a person’s purpose, otherwise there would be no difference between the sexes, but this is not an end in itself, not the only value in life. I'm really happy without relationships, I'm not lonely and interesting to live. I travel, do interesting work, I am ready for drastic changes - right now I am in exile. I am happy, because around the sea, blooming oleanders, delicious food, wine, and my daughter is smiling. Just from life and from the fact that I have two arms, two legs and a head to taste everything in taste and color. Having a partner would certainly add joy to this kaleidoscope, but his absence does not make me emotionally poorer or miserable.

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